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i have always had a weird relationship with the term friendships

as soon as your my friend i will overthink every interaction. i will guess your intent for every gesture. and if i have a bad feeling, you will know. i get quiet or i change the subject because god forbid i talk about my feelings.

i just always sense if my friends are not sharing their true opinion about me. there is a look they exchange when they don’t want to fully tell me something or if i’m being fully myself and that’s weird for them, there is a look for that too. i don’t know if it’s me or them but im good at reading emotions. too good.

i want to get better at drowning out those negative thoughts and focusing on the great friendships i have. that’s why i have this.